Love Filled Shoes

Last night I had one of the worst dreams that a woman could have in her life. The dream of being raped stacks up there with watching someone die, falling, and basically any dangerous dream that goes on in our head.

I know that it wasn’t a flashback of my own personal experience but it was as if it was real. Yet Michael did not hear or see anything out of the ordinary. There was no screaming, no pounding on walls, no kicking, and no yelling of words like “Get Out Now, No, Stop, Get Off Me, Help, Rape.”

Since it wasn’t real except for chemical reactions going on in my brain, I want to know why it happened. A few sinister things run through my head such as:

• I’m under attack because I’m going to heavily study the bible today.
• I’m under attack because I was thinking about doing a 40 day fast.

Or maybe it’s something simpler like telling women to never:

• Be alone with a man that is not their husband
• Close your eyes about a situation
• Trust a person no matter how sweet they are
• Stop fighting to be heard

 Could the dream dictionaries be correct? Does the dream actually mean to avoid loose companions or careless behavior that could seriously damage your reputation by giving a false impression to those whose opinions are important to your welfare? The only thing I can think of right now is Second Life. There are so many ways to have loose companions and act carelessly.