If everyone could see what is in the spiritual world I would have a raining cloud over my head today. I’m really trying to take the concept of taking one step at a time today, especially when it seems like everyone is trying to get a rise out of me.
Our county benefits have not come in yet. Even after I have jumped through all the hoops, been assured that benefits where issued yesterday morning at 11 a.m. our family still does not have them.
I know that it says in the bible that we should not worry about what we are going to wear or eat but I’m really tired of eating black beans, rice, bread, and peanut butter.
O.K. now I have a guilty conscience because I know there are people in the world that would walk miles to get a bowl of black beans and rice. Let’s just say that I’m going to happy on the day that I can buy a variety of things.
I think the one friend that I have is trying to push my buttons. I’ve sent him an email on what we can afford and I do want to buy some groceries for him for helping us out but he insists on going to a place that is hard for us to get to right now.
Very difficult to get to a grocery store that is six miles away when there is no extra bus fare. Especially when there is a grocery store just a mile and half away from our home.
This just goes to show that I have a lot of work to do on myself. I could probably use Paul McKenna’s cd series on controlling my life. Hopefully it would teach me how to not let people push my buttons.
