I’m feeling much better today. I’m not as sore as I was yesterday. Most of the day was spent settling back into joining the rat race. I put on my best looking monkey suit (blouse, skirt, stockings, and shoes) and filled out several applications.
Eating
I don’t know why I’m not losing weight on a daily basis. For the past two days I have been way under the fuel amount I should be giving my body. Today I had:
Coffee and an Italian Baggette
Salad with two tbsp of dressing
2 servings of claim jumpers beef stew
Total calories – no more than 1600
Exercise
I got about an hour of slow walking today. I tried going down to the local animal kennel and tell them that I would work for free but they wouldn’t go for it. If I’m not walking to actually get something accomplished or if I don’t do an activity that has a goal then it’s kinda worthless to me.
I’m just going to have to remind myself that for every step that I’m accomplishing a healthy life.
I spent an hour watching Animal Planet with tears running down my face. They had the ASPCA on the air talking about the animals that they rescued. I just don’t understand the world. The world decided to give horses to a man who didn’t want to take care of them. Here I sit willing to give tons of love to animals and people. Yet, I don’t have the money to help people out financially.
I just don’t understand the world. Hopefully doors will open for me to obtain a job where my honey and I can get an apartment that allows pets. That we’ll have enough money to feed ourselves and feed our pets more than one meal a day.
I also hope that doors will open where I can work with people in changing their lives or working with animals. So if you live in San Jose, California and belong to a business or organization that changes the lives of either, I’m willing to work long hard hours.